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Monday, June 28, 2004

haiz.. sian ahr....
today 1st day of sch
so suay sia
last nite cant slp
den go watch soccer
den watch haf way fall aslp sia!
wah lau...
den summore over slept
7am den wack up!
tv still on
tell u ahr, i chiong ahr
wah lau, my sis 6am wake up oso don wan wake me up!
gou fen!
tell her go eat shit lah
nex time got ting don help her liao
lucky yesterday i evryting prepare hao liao
if not today sure late one
den me change clothes liao
grab my bag den ran downstairs wait taxi

heng ahr
lucky once i go downstairs c one taxi cumin liao
den me still haf aslp lor
on the car tie hair
den remember today sure spot check
den on car cut nails
lucky driver didnt c if not he sure scold me litter on his car one

den reach sch liao
c those stupid teacher face oso sian liao
got the stupid hulk face(mr johnson chua)
got the black black thu ran sing gan face(mrs thurasinghgen)
got the lame lame magi mee hair teacher face(4got his name)
got the act cute china doll face(ms lim)
got the damn borin ms quek face
n the damn damn sarcastic ms tan face
c all this sian diao liao lor

den ms tan oso torture us one lor
hw hw hw hw hw n still hw
siao lor
but den today she say de story quite funny oso lah

den after sch
choir meetin
collect $2 each for graduation cake
den the members all 4got lor
damn it ahr!
feel lik bashin sumone sia
fark one lor
in the and mrs kwok hav to pay wif her own money 1st
wah lau
den the commity members hor
rite my name down on the orderin paper
den me hav to go collect cake...
sian
stupid one lar
me not commity
no extra CIP points one leh
still push responsiblity one me
me bu fu lor
do so much
den you bu shi commity
you mei you extra CIP points
bu gong ping lor

haiya...
suan le lah
den after tt we go macdonald
mrs kwok treat us lor
she quite gd oso lah
den after tt go home le lor
den shower liao sit here typin liao
hao le
bu type le
bye bye

summer left at 5.04pm

``sTaR fReaK sTaRtEd sTaR gAz|nG
@ 5:04 PM

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

last tues me wanna cry le lor
i wan watch linkin park concert de leh!
but den tickets out of stock liao lor!
den tues in the end
suppose to go sum totally cool concert one
but den end up at vistoria concert hall
go there watch a coir concert by the choir team fr new zealand
damn sian lor
can slp one leh
i wan go watch LP lah!
den unfair lor!
chris they all can go watch leh!
though both concert we watch oso by ah moh one
but den they watch LP, i watch choir!
not fair rite!!!
i wan watch LP concert lah!
*sob sob*

den yesterday didnt do anyting lor
loiterin at home
walk here walk there
den at nite cant slp oso
til 4am+ still cant slp
den when finally can close eyes slp liao hor
tell u i vry angry ahr!
at bout 5am sumting
mum suddenly wake me up leh!
u noe wat she say?
she ask me wash window n toilet!
wah lau!
i wan to stranger her leh!
finally can slp, she go wake me up!
ahhhrr!
kill her lah!
got so early wake up wash toilet one meh?!
wah lau
den in the end onli slp few mins...

den when wash windows rite,
the corner there got all those type of
spider webs n dead insects lor!
ewwww!
yuks!
gross!
feel lik vomitin lor!
den in the end no appetite to eat lor
tink of the yukky ting liao hor
den look at food,
of course wan to vomit lah
den hor, toilet oso vry smelly lor!

wash whole day liao
now kinda tired n slpy
but den cant slp leh
haiz!
torturin me lah!

summer walks off slpyly at 2.44pm

``sTaR fReaK sTaRtEd sTaR gAz|nG
@ 2:44 PM

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Pain

Laying in this grassy field, all alone,
Staring at the sky.
The stars shine brightly,
And the moon gives it's glow.

I think about the past,
As a light wind blows.
I'm hurting inside,
And no one knows.

No one cares,
And no one ever will.
I give up on love,
I'll let my heart be still.

I'm afraid of the hurt,
I'm afraid of the tears.
I'm afraid I'll experience that pain again.
The pain of all those years.

I look into the sky again.
Wishing on star.
And the answer I desire,
Must come from afar.

I close my eyes to think again.
Wonder about my future.
I have escaped a life of sin,
But will anyone love me? I'm unsure.

At this point
I can only hope,
That somewhere out there, is the one for me.
And will release from my heart... this rope.

But until then,
I'll be waiting.
Before,
Pain is only all i felt...

``sTaR fReaK sTaRtEd sTaR gAz|nG
@ 3:23 PM

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Thursday, June 17, 2004

hmmm
not as angry as b4 le
cos she fucka outta my life le
hmmm
now is not angry
is bored le
haix
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
i go slp le lah
bye bye

summer walk off half-aslp at 4.03pm

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@ 4:03 PM

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

WAH LAU EH!
BITCH!
SCOLD
SCOLD
SCOLD
SCOLD
SCOLD
VRY SHIOK IZZIT?!
UR SALIVA WONT DRY ONE AHR!?
GO N DIE AHR!
EVEN DIE LE OSO GO HELL!
CURSED U!
DA MA DE!
SCOLD SUMMORE MAK SURE UR MOUTH ROT AHR!!!
I OWE U ONE IZZIT?!
LITTLE BIT OF TING OSO WAN SCOLD!
U GOT TEMPER I DON HAV ONE IZZIT?!
ONLI U CAN VENT UR ANGER IZZIT?!
PIGHEAD AHR U!
VENT ANGER OSO NO NEED SCOLD ME ONE MA!
SLUT!
MORE U SCOLD, MORE I HATE U!
EVEN TOK BACK OSO CANNOT IZZIT?
SUX AHR!
U NOE KEEPIN EVRYTIN TO URSELF
CANNOT VENT ANGER OUT
CANOT TOK BACK
U NOE LIK TT VRY XIN KU MA?!
LIK STUFFIN EVRYTING INSIDE UR SELF!
I OSO HUMAN LEH!
THIS IS TORTURIN ME!
EVRY SINGLE DAY OSO LIK TT!
SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD
NOT TIRED ONE IZZIT?!
IF THIS GO ON
I SURE B DRIVEN TO CRAZY ONE AHR!
WAH LAU EH!
KUA!
I HAD ENOUGH LE OK!
SLUT!
U SUX MAN!
FUCK U AHR!
I HATE U TO THE VRY CORE!
ASSHOLE!
KANINA AHR!
LAN JIAO AHR U?!
LIK TT U VRY HAPPY, VRY SHIOK IZZIT?!
CHEE BAI!
CURSED U!
SICKEIN OLD HAIRY TOOTHLESS FREAKY BITCH!!!
FUCK U!!!
FUCK U!!!
FUCK U!!!
FUCK U!!!
FUCK U!!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE CAN OR NOT?!
FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE WILL YA?!
I WANNA CRY LE LAH!
THIS IS TORTURIN ME
CANT BEAR WIF IT ANTMORE
FEEL LIK DYIN
I HATE U, ASS HOLE!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
JUS FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!
I HATE U!!!!

``sTaR fReaK sTaRtEd sTaR gAz|nG
@ 4:39 PM

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Monday, June 14, 2004

finally bloggin sumting le...
hehe...
pai seh lah...
past few days no mood to blog
so jus anyhow put sumting
there for ur to read

hmmmm
so today ahr...
go patrina hse do sci project
never expect it to b completed so fast
so after tt we go
Cdans there bowlin
me at 1st don wanna play one
cos vry sianx
den they force me play...
haiz...
but at least
improved my mood a bit le lah
not lik past few days...
haiz...
torturin me manx...

suan le...
don tok bout tt
spoil mood
so nth much le lor
i go le lah
bye bye...

summer walk off at 4.05pm

``sTaR fReaK sTaRtEd sTaR gAz|nG
@ 4:05 PM

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Saturday, June 12, 2004

that will never be

I sit inside the darkness,
scared of what I'll see.
I want to jump and live my life
beneath the raging sea.

I reach for some companion,
some lover in the night
but only bring back sadness
and memories of the fright.

In this life I'm useless,
no one cares for me.
I search and search for happiness,
but there is none to set me free.

I wrap my arms around myself
finding that's not what I need
and pray for some glimpse of spring
so I can plant a seed.

I sit inside the darkness,
no one to call my name.
I light a little candle
but there's only a feeble flame.

I try to spark a fire,
some resemblance of my past,
but the wind just blows it out
and the fire never lasts.

I wait here in the darkness,
wanting you to be
here within my solitude
to pull me from the sea.

I once sat in the darkness,
surrounded by the sea,
waiting, wanting love again...
but that will never be.



summer walks off at 5.58pm

``sTaR fReaK sTaRtEd sTaR gAz|nG
@ 5:58 PM

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Friday, June 04, 2004

DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

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@ 5:36 PM

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Thursday, June 03, 2004

pure
Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.


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@ 5:48 PM

You are DORY!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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@ 5:40 PM

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004

innocent kiss
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way


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``sTaR fReaK sTaRtEd sTaR gAz|nG
@ 6:52 PM

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare. You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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``sTaR fReaK sTaRtEd sTaR gAz|nG
@ 5:56 PM

twisted
You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like
you.



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@ 5:42 PM

faery
Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
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tomboy
Tomboy


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@ 5:08 PM

wuahaha... c my maturity older den my age leh! lolx...

My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
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@ 4:59 PM


You are going to marry Brad Pitt. He is always
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@ 4:26 PM

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wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.

Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.

Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
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